SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA MALAYSIA !!!!!!!!!!
yeap.. this year is the 52th national independence of Malaysia =D


Today so happens to be the celebration for Teacher's day too
So im here to wish all teachers a Happy Teacher's Day !!
and uhh, be yourself day. hahaha
Wore jeans and a tee to school today. man they should do this more often xD
Had a rather good time in school. mass dance, some performance in the hall
and then teacher vs student games. guess it was okay afterall

poor A maths kids, still got remedial. hahaha
So we went to slack around at 500+ there.
oh man, i think i drank the worst bubble tea in history!
damn that shop, i'm never gonna buy drinks from there ever again

went to the salon they got their haircut from
more msian hairstylists, haha happen to know mine too
he say he can cut better den mine wor... hehehe
this fri he sure shocked tio !!! wakakakaka

Then we went to jp to slack..
ate at long john's again ! i wan my netbook !!!!!
darn it, im on my last one to get de netbook wakakaka
wonder if i'll really get it .. hmm..
FAT HOPE! u've never won anything in ur life. rofl

We watched "where got ghost" at jp
i guess it was rather entertaining, although zk keep complaining its not worth it
haha, mok was scared like shit in there. the ghost come out liao
i still laughing over there LOL. it was not that scary.
nothing much, went home after that

hohoho, since tmr is a holiday... standard la !!
tonite ton psp liao wakakakaka.
SHAWN !! GET UR ASS HERE!

cheerio

Time to update!
ugh.. got back some of my results for CT2
i failed maths ! hhahaha. i knew this day would come.
my mom will kill me if she knew i failed.
i go so much tuition still fail ><

haih... sadded manzxzxz
wat am i gonna do ?!?!?!
i feel like i suddenly got a lot of catching up to do
thats y u see the "nerdy" me in class.
i actually started doing hmwk in class
but, i still sleep in the blackhole's class
her lesson = nap
waste my brain cells listen to her. zzz
so yeah, i enjoy sleeping in her class LOL

monday is teacher's day and be yourself day..
theres gonna be a captain ball and floorball match.
someone's gonna get thrashed real bad on that day MUAHAHAHA
better call the ambulance beforehand =p

been playing my psp most of the time these few days.
thats like one of the ways i de-stress lol
okay la.. i dont got lots of stress actually hahaha
just pei my cousin play.

uh... just now go cheers slack wif jonathan.
haha. was really bored, so got a can of redbull
and started chatting. cant believe we slack there for more than
half an hour ! hahaha. scared he kena scold, so ask him go home.

imma gonna sleep soon
cheerio

i dont know what to do
and theres no one to help me
left to die alone

Hai, just as i thought. this is probably my worst test ever
i think i fail all subs except or POA ('ve been sayin this all day)
since common test is over, i should start studying for final years then =/
gotta buck up !!!!! cant fail anymore.

So much for getting back my result today
my teacher din come... so i joined the other teacher's class
lol, met another guy called vincent ! hhaha
from indonesia though. ACS @_@
smart kids . haih.

ugh... i dont feel like blogging today.
i got owned by a bastard khezu in monster hunter...
if u're wondering wat the hell am i talking about
heres how it looks like



its a dragon with a dickhead !!!!
stop lying, u know u totally agree with me
ugly isnt it. haih. i still dont believe i got owned by this !
... cheerio im offing


Show me what its like, to dream in black and white

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TA YI (bigfish) , ER YI (crocodile) SA YI (shark) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can you believe it? 3 person's birhthday on the same day !
Damn it, my grandma is amazing man. hahaha
well my big and 2nd aunt are twins. but the third is 2 years later !

We went to eat a restaurant. Felt like a maternal side reunion xD
All my relatives in spore was present last night.
oh man the food was really awesome. I cant believe i chucked down
3 bowls of rice ! and lots of other stuff hahaha



it was fun. haha
ugh... today was not fun...
maths / geog . both failing subjects. got my coffin ready already.
haih...
tomorrow is poa and ss.
so much for poa being my forte huh. i've failed ss all the way.
wont make much of a difference if i fail again.
my dad is sooooooooo gonna kill me.
Remy Zero - Save me.
go listen to it , its a nice song =D

I hope ming and chee hong had fun in sg!
they're going back tmr... haih.
too short for a visit. maybe they'll come again next time ?
only brought them to play basketball... haha
oh well. bon voyage guys.

gonna go catch up on my sleep
cheerio.

Oh my love its you that i dream of
oh my love since the day
somewhere in my heart
im always dancing with you in the summer rain

Weekend is here !
woken up by min keat early in the morning =.=
ppl sleeping until so shuang liao he go call me zz
da ming and chee hong came out ytd !
come out also never tell me, so sudden

So went to meet them at CCK. walked a bit, den go arcade
wah, that chee hong bastard pro arcade-er
haha. he owned at the shooting games, 2nd ranking !
min keat came and we went to the science centre

Ate Mcd's there, met ah dong there rofl
doing debate project in macs ?! thats like a freaking joke.
looked more like leisure time and slacking around.
so we went in the science centre

okay i guess, considering the fact that it was my 1st time there.
covered almost the whole place. oh man tesla coils are so freaking cool
then we were at this part, there was a recording thing for our voice
hhaha i keep making fun of min keat, damn funny

got out of there, dinnered at sakae. been a while since i had sushi xD
went over to yew tee to slack for a bit. hehe
pure maths is rather interesting ya know.
so we did some talk and stuff, okay i guess.

ugh... i haven studied for a bit at all !
gotta start burning midnight oil. not much choice i guess
chaoz

time to go, why am i so slow
have u ever lost control ?
dont be scared of your first step
u know its time to go

umm. nothing much these few days. too busy psping till forgot to update
haha. its reli fun to zhesiao hamtaro in sch. kakakakaka
she wan to laugh but keep hold her laughter and arm qio there.
i wonder why. its not healthy to hold in ur laughter xD

had a 1 - 1 'tuition in sch'. i guess it was pretty fruitful
ugh. i am so dead. probably gonna screw up my ct2
but i just cant bring myself to study. wheres my motivation ?!
i think i nid something that'll help me to study
well if my parents wud reward me wif stuff when i did well
i think i would definitely study. haih

we all have problems. yes. but i need to find a solution to mine
i guess i have a really big mouth. make people angry all the time
guess what? im type no.1 on the three types of most hated people.
hahaha. isnt that great. maybe.. just maybe
my solution would to be just let it be.
since we dont talk anymore, it might be better yea probably good
learn to ignore and forget. thats always the best solution

okay, i've seriously got to go and study.
right after... i finish several more monster hunter quests.
oh yea, GET WELL SOON DERYK !
sadded, got the chicken pox xD.
chao


The last that ever they saw each other

Pe was fun today, except for the fact i forgot my pe shorts. idiot

I dun understand y they play until so fierce *psst, thats u wanyi!*
left several scratch marks on my hand. Good thing they disappeared
or else my mom would be paranoid again. hahaha
The rest of the class was normal i guess
ahhhhh. i dont know how to solder. lol i'm a failure as usual.

Remedial, almost killed me. utterly boredness
good thing hearing hamtaro talking to herself was rather entertaining
hope she doesnt see this, or she'll probably kill me

Since i couldnt find the rest of the guys, i went home.
was really sleepy. but only to be awaken when i started jamming.
never ceases to amuse me. rubber keyboard haha
Sounds like huey teng was rather disappointed when her mom dont let her go
oh well, i guess i wont be going either then. haha

cant believe it, im actually starting to study
probably its because i feel so useless, i studied
well it only lasted for 30 mins. hahaha
but i've gotta buck up big time. i wonder how people force themselves
to sit and stare at books for hours. it kills man X_x

ugh. im kinda lethargic today. gonna go rest soon i guess.
Cheerio

We'll be back once more when im opening the doors
We'll be back until meet tides, wanna be with you tonight

oops.... yesterday didnt post anything huh.
Went to church in the morning. Message was on "a Christian family"
rather captivating, surprised i didnt doze off xD

Went to meet Huey Teng at Bugis mrt. hahahahahahahaha
i now know she doesnt have much sense of directions LOL
she couldnt even retrace her steps. luckily, she got me wahhahaha
So we went to the national library. The place was overcrowded
like being mixed with ants. that was fine,
the disappointing part was that there was no space for us to study!
We had to sit on the floor in the end. that was fine too.
the worst part was, the security guard came and chase abt 20 ~ 30 people away!
"sorry kids, if u got no table, u're not allowed to sit on the floor here"

No table no study corner? I was kind of frustrated but decided not to find trouble.
So we went off, not much mood left to study, ate lunch.
Had pepper lunch. wanted to let her try it,
apparently, she was watching her weight, and dont wanna eat it. hahaha

good thing min keat was there. he revised with her, while i self studied abs
lol! didnt know it was that easy. i think i should do quite well for that chapter now. Just need some reinforcement in practice. MS CHIN ! WORKSHEET!
oh man, i feel im nerdifying myself. but its okay, for a greater cause

Sent her back (although i had no idea where i was)
good thing we met her friend. they went back together then
Oh yeah, before i forget, theres this dance event on the 29th.
Not sure about the details yet, but i think nanyang girls is hosting it
hope many leng lui's will be there =p
It costs $25. anybody who wanna go please feel free to approach me.

Oh wait, no one's reading this blog. hahaha.
silly me, forgot again.

Today was a rather normal school day. Higher mother tongue once again
one subject that i really dread, but dont have much of a choice
pretty much thats all for today.
Came home, then shawn came over. we're both pretty screwed actually.
CT2 is coming, we can still sit there bia monstr hunter for hours.
hahaha. i guess thats just us.

well, im off to date my pillow then.
cheerio



one for the music and two for the dance,
this was my first and last romance.

i finally get to sleep more today.
haha. woke up rather early at 9+. went to cheryl's place for tuition
OH MAN. Dennis is such a joker. he can be really entertaining at times
making that gayboy sound to irritate me
hahaha

talking about entertaining, i went to look for more Han Ji Hye stuff on youtube
then i saw this video, a korean tv reality show.
Its called "Loveletter". Then she was one of the guest star on the show
oh man i tell u, i laugh non stop from 11pm to 1.30 am. LOL
but those guys were really lucky, date her for a day @_@

showed the same vid to richmond, he probably laughed his ass off.
hahahaha. i think im gonna go watch every one of it. theres like 34 episodes.
Richmond bought the rubber keyboard i've been telling my bro about.
hahaha. im using it right now ! its much more difficult than i thought it would be.
but its damn awesome to relieve stress on o2jam xD. i cant type properly
its really fun though. a new challenge.
My aunt's gonna start complaining asking me to change back the old keyboard
WAHAHAHA.

this is how it looks like in the case

oh btw, mine's white =d

then after out from its case....

haha. nice right? xD. It used to cost a lot more. but its only RM 20 now

So after that i went to IMM to find zhee kong and yx.
man , i like 1000000 volts of lightbulb there can. haha
the worst part is, im a blinking lightbulb!! hahaha
so we went to eat Long john's
aww.... i din get a new screen wiper. but zk got the laptop card this time!
haha.got some1 to pei me collect liao. Treat yx eat fries xD

OH OH!! guess who we saw? hahaha!
we saw mrs Ng ang her husband at burger king!
and den she purposely sit so close where she can see yx.
hahaha. super awkward scene for yx there.
skarly she sneak up behind me. scare the shit outta me

then suddenly got a lot ppl come to her uh... stall / shop to buy stuff
so i tried to help. i think i ended up being a nuisance instead. LOL
typical me huh.
Lol, her mom treated zk and me to a pack of shihlin chicken. xD
so nice of her eh. after that we went home
i cant believe i fell at the escalator on the mrt.
freaking thing poke into my toe. hurts like hell.

practically, thats how my day went. gonna go study tmr.
OH and the most important thing of all!!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ZHEEKONG!!!!!!!!!!!
haha. now can go see nc 16 movie liao hor xD.

orite cheerio

Ten Black roses.
When you're sad and no one knows it, i'll send you black roses

Normal school day. Surprised i actually made it.
haha. my maths teacher was a bit nutty today. ask me sing in class??
Singapore glass expensive, cant afford it xD

After school, we went to KFC to eat lunch.
"we" refers to our standard group of course.
If you dunno, well thats just too bad =p
After that, they say they wanted to play bball.
so we went to zhee kong's hse to play. It was all fun at first

until it started to drizzle. went to the void deck to slack
some accident happened. ZUO EN ! Go see a doctor kay.
if i caused that accident, i think i'll feel damnn bad.
lol its not as if anyone's reading this blog.
get well soon zuo en.

Well more stuff happened. but its all bad so im not gonna talk about it
Zhee Kong had to go for kumon, so we had to go home too.
For all those emo out there, cheer up.
Things will only get better if u make an effot to
if u always think negative, well thats how emo starts =/

Lol. my mom started asking about the free laptop thingy.
she actually wants to go eat Long johns to bok for that laptop
xD. hehehe... ugh.. oops, i forgot im gonna grow even fatter.
hahaha. oh well, fats for a new com, deal.

I think i should start studying...
i'll lock myself in a room if i have to. Well good thing there's tuition.
I still dont think im gonna do well this time. weird huh.
if i fail, my dad'll probably be friggin furious.
Things have been happening lately, so many problems so little solution.
Its just a good thing i dont emo xP

I realised i keep screwing up things around me this few days
i think im gonna keep less contact with them for a while.
lest i cause more trouble. yea, i keep pissing people off.
but they're rather forgiving. reminds me of old times.
when people get pissed, they wont talk to me for like half a year.
even if u apologize, they dont care. hahaha. how different.

Okay. i think this is a rather draggy post. im gonna stop here.
Cheerio

And yet again, another day passes just like that
training was cancelled. Mr Lee's grandma passed away
rest in peace,

Oh man, in my new seat i practically have to talk to the wall
or i'll go crazy. hahaha.
Its reallllllyyyyyy boring ! well at least im paying attention in class.
But it sucks my soul away @_+.
Its like a race triangle


Indian
Eurasian Chinese Malay

Yea thats my seating arrangement. OBVIOUSLY im the chinese here.
some baskets in my class thinks im malay / muslim. =.=
i mean like thats freaking lame ! lol nevermind that
imma going over to Shawn's place to send homework.
needa scan some stuff to send to my teacher. or else im screwed.

btw, y is so many people emoing recently ?!?!?!
juz look at my class. It used to be super lively can
now its like "dead". Oh well, guess its up to zhee kong and me to relive it xD

Oh and uh. something happened in class today.
I pissed Yan Zhi off reallll badly.
So i sincerely apologize to you. aww man. no1 reads this blog.
Well i still hope to be forgiven. It was totally my fault
today i "seem" emo in class. but actually i was juz freaking bored.
some people complained i was emoing hahaha.

Ahhh. Its friday. Oly crap.
tomorrow im suppose to have a 1 to 1 remedial wif my maths teacher
i failed my recent maths test. 3 / 25 !
hahaha. it was the biggest joke in the class.
well obviously it wasnt to the teacher. She was damn pissed.
oh man she's gonna eat me up during remedial.
sure damnnnnnn boring. hahaha

Cheerio !

Another day passes.
Oh great. I just remembered that i've changed seats with zuo en.
Ugh, i don know how did she survived here. Its like sitting in a freaking sauna
HOT !

._.
I was mistaken today. Thought it was my CT2
end up go there slack, once again. Good thing it was an aircond room xD
well, i rushed home, ironed my clothes and went for tuition
todays tuition was quite fruitful. I can feel myself improving.
Hmm i think i remembered why i stopped updated my blog ages ago
Because i didnt know what to write ! hahaha.

Oh well, i'll try to find more interesting stuff to write on this dead blog.
=D
Oh yeah. there was no english teacher today !!!
we slacked in class as usual. CEP was boring. talked about jc and poly
ugh. dont remind me. i've yet to choose where to go
Jeremy's birthday was yesterday !
I called him and talked for about half an hour.
Haha old buddies got lotsa stuff to crap about.
I am still kinda sad i left there
but im also happy i left there. Met many great people here.

So i cant regret this decision i've made
well, it wasnt exactly MY decision, but still.
i should just do well for my upcoming exams.
if not, like i always said, IM SCREWED

Last post since Oct 1 ?
Wow i've really forgotten about this blog havent i
Took me a few tries before i could even log in. Cute me

Hmm. I guess i finally decided to start updating this blog again.
Hope i can keep it up. Ya know, im quite the lazy type sometimes.
I'll try my best. Sides, its not like any1's gonna read this.
Probably, it'll end up being an open diary but no on reads it.

Lots of things have been happening recently.
I don't know why, but theres been lots of problems.
Okay, im being quite retarded here. Its not like i'm having the problems
But, its still important, because its the people around me.
although it wasn't my fault, i feel useless.
i'm like a viewer in a cinema, all i can do is feel, but i cant do anything.

Well, if anyone reads it, they probably wont know.
Only those themselves who are involved probably know.

I see many broken hearted people around.
This reminds me of a song...
I cant remember what song it is, or where i heard it
"why is this world full of broken heartedness, restlessness and doubt ~ "
well this is the line i can remember.
i guess the answer to this is just
Its a part of life. like it or not, too bad
it comes and goes. But, i always believe time is always the cure

So for those who are facing lots of problems.
cheer up. Things will get better, like they say look at the bright side of life
its short, so why not live it happily ? =)